Look at that!!! …
HAHA….
I know, it is hideous!. My first time ever at making a custom made cake for a birthday.
it was my niece’s second birthday and i volunteered to make her a cake. i thought that i could give a go to start of my dream at making beautiful cakes as my next career. Looks like i need a lot – LOT of practice.
It is not like i already give up on my career as a process engineer… but i am looking for an alternative income that can become as my second income or part-time income…. well, currently i don’t even have my primary income except from my husband’s.
I have stayed at my mom’s house for almost a month. Pregnant at 8 months and waiting for my labour on this 22nd of May. Some people might thought that I am happy to have a loooong rest right now. But it is not. I can say part of me of course happy because i am not working at Pengerang area anymore. Means, no more hazards that i have to face everyday. However, i do feel bad for my husband because i couldn’t afford myself for the time being and i cannot help him in stabilising our financial. with the newborn that will come anytime soon, it does give me a lot of mental pressure.
my mom and my husband, they might just keep their silence without complaining on me of being jobless. But who knows deep in their heart. i don’t want to make other people suffer because of me.
Anyway, even though this cake looks ugly af, but i have to accept that it is my first trial and i will not be defeated by it.
Next – i need to think of strategy at making my own business. cakes? cookies?
i really need to start off at somewhere. i just need to think of which and how to kick off.